I guess everyone knows what a weird mood is, but I think everyone’s weird mood is different. I regularly dance around spiraling out and existential crises – ready to just dissociate, shut down, and disappear into darkness. I used to feel like even saying that was unbalanced and over dramatic but learning more about the […]
Read MoreWhen I think about backtracking to a place where I was better at taking care, I find myself in a time in my life where I allowed myself a lot of solitude and space aware from pretty much everyone and everything and as an introvert, that kind of space and solitude is necessary for me […]
Read MoreThe strands of what has unraveled still twist around, waiting to be woven back in. Let’s pick them up again. This is where I am and then – the resistance. The resistance swells within me before I even get started. Everything seems too hard, too much, too boring, too overdone, too simple, too complicated. I […]
Read More“I don’t feel very taken care of right now.” Some prayers start like that. Some prayers start a little angry, a little despairing, a little desperate, a little dramatic. Some prayers are heart wrenching laments from people who just can’t anymore. “Well, are you taking care of yourself right now? Or at all?” […]
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